This is what I want right now And right now to me the future doesn't mean a thing I'm gonna brush you off and go have a fling It is just a natural thing - I know what versus me inside I know what waits for me outside I'm too dumb to think of future things Like what will my mistakes bring - This is what I want for me No matter who I hurt this thing shall be I'm gonna rush off and do this thing I don't want to wait so right now is Spring - I know what versus me inside I know what waits for me outside I'm too dumb to think of future things Like what will my mistakes bring - I know what waits for me Haste is no enemy I'll be here the bell won't ring I cannot stop to smile So much to take in while I embrace the enemy - I know what versus me This thing that curses me Hey it's the normal scene I'd rather think of things Things I would like to get but not really care to keep What will my mistakes bring? Who cares I'm doing my own thing Let the angels be the ones who say goodbye I know what versus me This thing that curses me I want to live it though I know I won't stay alive